Another song ive worked on bc why not? Im feeling brave today lol. I also had to make it kid-friendly to share so it may seem werid ig Song #2 (partly rap)-Amani: Risk

Am I outta my head?
Am I outta my mind?
All these questions
All the time
Am I going to risk getting hurt over, over again?

This is really happening
I'm actually going through with this
Why did I think I had the courage to do this?
As i'm walking to you with my head down
Looking at the ground, embarrassed
I know i'm going to make a fool outta myself
My head is spinning
Im kinda getting dizzy
Finally we’re face to face
My palms are sweating
I finally go to speak about how i feel about you
The everything starts taking its course

Am I outta my head?
Am I outta my mind?
All these people
All the time
Am I going to risk getting hurt over, over again?

I’m walking down the streets with you in my hands
I start hearing the rumors and insults
I don’t think anything of it until i hear your name
I confront the girl face to face and she starts running her mouth
Spreadings lies
What I didn’t realize is that
You didn’t deny it
You pulled me away before things got bad
I saw you shoot one more glance at her
And at that moment i thought to myself
“He wouldn’t do that”
My parents said the same thing
“He’s bad news” “He doesn’t love you “
I was too stubborn to listen
Because of you, my family is forever strained

Am I outta of my head?
Am I outta of my mind?
All this hurt
All the time
Am I going to love someone like you again?

I’m now crying, lying in bed
While you’re with my best friend
I wish i would’ve listened
It sucks that I hope that you’ll be back
Knowing that I'll welcome you back with open arms
Because of you
I don’t know if ill love again
I don’t know if I’ll trust anyone again
I don't freaking know
If i'll find someone who won’t play the game
You made me shut everyone out
Now I'm alone in sorrow
And to think this all happened in just a matter of months