A lot of people think they are the author of their book called life but I feel like I'm reading mine not writing it like some outer force is writing my life making my choices and controls me so I don't know much about myself it's like the person writing my story is making an illusion of my self or its probably me being scared to take the pen and write my own story because I am scared of being different and being judged by the world because being different can be scary having society judge and think of you as an outcast in the world so I just follow everyone else hoping to fit in -me