idrk why i'm writing this.. just dont hate pls...Have you ever been so jealous of someone to where you hate on them because they are too perfect.. lose all ur confidence and friends and start body-shaming yourself because you feel worthless. Always telling yourself ur ugly and being WAYYY TOOO insecure. seeing beauty in everything but yourself? crying for no reason. Being with someone for 2 years and then them leaving you gives you a sickness. Depression isn't short-term. It is an illness that can only go away if you battle. Its NOT going down without a fight. Depression is a murder. It killed the young girl I used to be. It's a war,, you either win, or try dying. Its like you are in a bottomless pit and the depression is holding you tight telling you everything will be ok. What you have to understand is that it isn't. You gotta tell someone before it's too late. You know what. you are beautiful. you're stunning. No need to impress people because we are HUMAN for christ sake. Nobody is going to go home and think abt all the ugly people they saw that day, you know why.. because everyone is beautiful in their own way. Have a wonderful day