hey baby, I missed you all weekend...and I'm risking everything to be on here right now...I don't know how I'm gonna go 2 years without you but...I came up with something...for the both of us to cope...I took a ring from my mom...just an active ring...to symbolize you and our love if I ever think of doing anything I look at the ring and think of you...I want you to do the same...it doesn't matter if it's some kind of rubber band...I just want you to wear a ring like a wedding ring...and when u think abt suic ideremember what I would say...what I would do...how it would affect us...ilysm and I miss you already:( and thought of u all weekend ily...i can talk for like 10 mins but then I gtg