I miss u big brother I wish I would've picked up the phone
And been there when you needed me most
I wish would've texted you back
And cherished all the time that we had
I wish I would've paid more attention
And I wish I would've asked more questions
I wish I woulda been there for you
Like you were there for me
I can't go back in time
But I wish I could
All of these feelings that i'm having
I really just cannot put
Them into words
Honestly my heart feels shattered
I'm tryna keep my composure
But it's hard
When there's a dagger
In my heart
I can't believe that this is real
It's been a week since you passed and ion know what to feel
You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
Now it's the end and my brain just cannot comprehend
That you're gone
This pain just keeps on hurting
I'm screaming out to God cuz I know you ain't deserve this
I'm carrying this guilt on my shoulders
It's a burden
If you were here I know you'd tell me just to keep on working
Through this
But it's so difficult without you here
I'm in an ocean full of sadness filled with all my tears
I'm in the depths of mind and i just can't see clear
And now all I really want's to make you reappear
You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can't believe the end's here
I'm drowning and i can't see clear
You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can't believe the end's here
I'm drowning and i can't see clear
This was supposed to last longer than it did
I can't believe that you'll never meet my kids
I can't believe that it's really all over
And i'll never hear your voice again as i grow older
Man
This all is crazy
We just was on the phone
You hit me up about my show and said you couldn't go
You said that earlier that day you stopped breathing
My heart sank but it wasn't that hard to believe it
Cuz i remember when i was with you
You fainted for the first time
I look on it now
And understand that was the first sign
That yo time was coming
I should've understood then that your time was running
Out
And if i could i would go back in time
But I can't
And that's the reason that i lose my mind
Because I shoulda been better to you
I showed you love but should've showed it better
I can't believe that you're gone forever
You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can't believe the end's here
I'm drowning and i can't see clear
You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can't believe the end's here
I'm drowning and i can't see clear