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my creative side is writing and painting. writing is my creative side because it lets me express myself. there's something about jolting words on a paper that make me feel relaxed. when i write i can’t stop because i have so many things to say that sometimes i can’t always say out loud. words are a beautiful thing they you start a conversation, make a point etc. and when they are written down you can always keep the writing as a memory you loved and that really speaks to me. i am very good at writing in my opinion, i’m not the best all the time but, i work to get better. when i write i write like i’m away from this world and when i do i can’t put the pencil down or stop typing thing just come to my head right away. i love to write in my diary, i know people in my generation don’t have diaries but i do and i don’t like to write about the type i have a crush on this boy or whatever, i like to write about my day or if something interesting that made an impact on my life. one time i read a book and i was so affected about that i had to tell someone but, i couldn’t because most my friends think reading is lame but, instead i wrote about and i could’ve gone on for hours writing how i felt. writing overall is like a safe place, my thought, and my home. another one of my creative sides is painting, i’m not really good at it but, i like to think i am. my art to me is a story about my or feeling, i like to paint when i’m bored, happy, or sad because it calms me down and lets me have a focus. painting is very soothing for me and it lets me tell a person without a word who i am. when i paint, i paint to run away from my stress, anxiety, and problems. painting lets me create a new world for a second and live in it. painting is my emotional support and my masterpiece. you might be thinking do you paint and write to get away? no, i love my life but, there is a moment i don’t love. perfection to me is a dream but, it’s overrated because no ones perfect and when i write and paint i understand that and then it makes me happy knowing that i learned a lesson from doing something i love. my creativity comes from both my writing my painting, it also is in my personality and that makes me happy to say that