If you were about to go into battle, how do think you would feel? do you think that fighting against people from your own country (as in the civil war) would make it more difficult?

First of all, leaving family and friends and going to the war needs a lot of courage to do...and after going there if you are going to fight against your own country, first of all you feel guilty for doing such a thing, second of all you will never make it against your own country, because even if you win the war you will feel guilty for rest of your life which is like you lost It is a very hard time difficulty for sure if things are going to happen like this

I would probably not fight against but for my country

Can i see the passage ?