Analyze this text in 2-7 sentences:
sometimes you sit alone wondering your thoughts,
you feel selfish when you realize everything you lost,
and in the time, you were blinded by the love you never had,
you waste your love on a person, who's never coming back,

so the clock is running out, and the patience is all gone,
so you sit there and stare at the shapes your eyes made in the dark,
you wish that you could talk, but it's a little after dawn,
while everyone else is sleeping, and you wish you weren't lost,

oh i have too many problems, and i keep falling in love,
and i know that one person, loves me, more than enough,
but i don't think i like him back, my mind is really fu*king up,
i often play with his emotions, and i think 'what have i done '

and then the person that i 'd die for, i don't really trust,
but he loves me and i love him, am i even the 'one'.
i'm really insecure, he makes me feel like i'm not enough,
but when we talk, i wanna touch on his body, and i would give mine up.

then i started falling again, it was for another guy,
when we met he was chill, and he was a little shy,
we used to talk a little bit, but now we talk all the time,
today he stayed up till 2am to make sure i would be alright.

then i start to think again, what am i doing in my mind,
you can only love one person, my mistakes don't just rewind.
right now it's the morning, and i haven't shut my eyes,
and tomorrow i'll be tired, i'll live through the pain of life.

sam i love you, your my man, and i hope you understand,
i'd never cheat, i still love you baby, will you just hold my hand,
and que don't get sad, i don't try to break your heart, but it the end its him or you,
and you both tore mine apart,

left to scraps and paper thin,
just to fly away in the wind,
and while the pieces are all spread,
i give up and die with sin.

que you shamed me for not liking you, i know it wasn't on purpose,
but know it wasn't worth it, i liked girls and you had hurt me,
i hope we can talk, i just feel sad and un deserving
i'm writing this at 3am, oh why, my feelings are so worthless,

just if they could vanish, like my heart when it was damaged,
maybe fly away, into a world, of love with no advantage,
i think i love you all, i really need an explanation,
in a world where i feel safe, from all the discrimination.