Hows my poem? The feeling of loneliness

Alone in a room full of Darkness,
There I am lying on my matress,
Thinking of a way to take away the feeling of loneliness,
Slowly slipping away from reality, its making me mindless.

Hearing the sounds of the AC,
Its making me crazy,
As if im floating in the sky,
Hearing the wind and birds cry.

This loneliness will soon make me fade away,
Its like im being blown like dust,

When I talk its like they're feeding me to a horse like im a piece of hay,
Casting me aside feeling though on the side of a piece of metal, im the rust.