i dont want to live anymorew, i want to fu. cking die. i dont deserve life. my friend is depressed and also wants to die. life is sh. it. my family doesnt care about me. im planning it. It hurts, life fu. cking hurts. i dont see the point anymore T-T

Do we ever see the point to living? Just hold on to the rope of life until your hands sweat and blister and bleed. Hold on. There’s ALWAYS a light at the end of the tunnel. You just gotta look for it mate. If all you do is look in the dark, that’s all you’ll ever see. I mean, sure we’re all just specks of star dust in the universe. And we all just leading into our inevitable death, but you gotta look at life like a music box. We all know that the melody is going to end, but you have to focus on the beautiful song playing in front of you. Notice the little things that make life, worth living. yknow? Don’t take life for granted, appreciate the little things that make life at least 1% fun.

please don't do it, i know its hard for you. but people need you. if you leave then the pain will go to someone else. If you need someone to talk to the call the suci*de hotline. please don't do it.

I love you <3, remember that someone always needs you

Explanation:

"character is what you are in the dark." dwight lyman moody, in this very witty quotation of his, states we act and think differently when we are "in the dark", that is, when the spotlight is not on us and everyone can see us and consequently judge us. when reading, we tend to be sympathetic to some characters and their dilemmas. by being so, we are saying to ourselves that we agree with those characters' acts and choices, even if they are morally questionable if we have common sense in mind. dwight lyman moody's quotation applies very well to "crime and punishment", by   19th century russian writer fiodor dostoyevsky. raskolnikov, the main character, a former law student who spends his days reflecting upon life and its misery, draws a fatal conclusion: mankind is divided in two main categories: ordinary and extraordinary people. the first are the ones who lead a run-of-the-mill existence and are full of imperfections; the latter are the ones who are spiritually superior, the ones who always know better, and have the right to judge the ordinary ones, as well as eliminate them if for common good. raskolnikov considers himself as belonging to the extraordinary category and decides to kill an old lady who is a money lender and in whose house he rents a small room. raskolnikov compares himself to napoleon, who had the undeniable right to execute tons of people during the war in order to save his nation. of course what the main character decides to do is a horrendous crime, but as readers we feel it is the right thing for him to do, since the victim is a mean old woman who only thinks about money and keeps humiliating her younger sister. what one experiences is a mixture of sympathy and empathy for the character, even though he decides to commit homicide, which is not at all accepted or tolerated by civilized citizens. however, since readers are "in the dark", they allow themselves to feel in ways they would probably never dare to confess to anyone, no matter how nasty or vicious a character can be. after all, they are just reading and doing no harm. in other words, readers are in the dark and can be who they are without being judged.