S- ehehe, for the people who want to see them, here's an original song I call it "Human Chemical"

I know that I can be rude
But I- I still have feelings too
And I - I know that I can be nosy
But there's a lot to me that you don't see

so maybe just maybe, if someone cared enough to ask
then maybe, just maybe I'd finally explain my past

But I'm too bottled up
It's near the top
It's an easy explosion
Just one wrong move
And I could ruin everything again
It's like I'm a human chemical
Was broken years ago
And no one knows how to fix me now

Now, I know some things I say are uncalled for
But- my emotions are hidden away behind a locked door
And I know everything about me is such a mess
But I'm over here and I'm trying my best

Oh- I've been saying "I'm fine" for awhile
So no one notices that on my face - is just a fake smile

Cuz I'm too bottled up
It's near the top
It's an easy explosion
Just one wrong move
And I could ruin everything again
It's like I'm a human chemical
Was broken years ago
And no one knows how to fix me now

It's like no matter where I go
things always seem to go wrong
Oh yeah it's hazardous, how much I make things worse
Now if I'm allowed to ask, who's "happiness" I've never met her
But I heard that she's supposed to make life better
And I could use that right about now,
Cuz I've been holding everything in
I think its time to let it out

But I'm too bottled up
It's near the top
It's an easy explosion
Just one wrong move
And I could ruin everything again
It's like I'm a human chemical
Was broken years ago
And no one knows how to fix me now

yeah no one knows
Cuz I'm a human chemical