My life: he knows me..
he hates me.. he bullied me as a child.. :(
He called me nicknames..
he told me that he hates me...
he said he wants to kill me, that if it was legal he would murder me :(
He broke me, he broke my heart, but-
For some reason... I still love him.. I would ki ll myself for him. I try to be positive and happy, I wear a fake smile at school.. to make others feel happy, but I'm de pressedhe's the one person I love that much. I just want to k!ll myself.. I cant take the pain.. I've been depressed for over 6 months now... I just want all of it to end.. I almost had a heart attack once,, it hurt me so much, I was on the floor, and my heart.. chest was hurting soo much... but it wasnt a heart attack.. it felt- hurt so bad.. I cant believe he did that to me :'(
if I tell my praents they will kill me
I dont have any friends either..

The story line remains the same. the kids live in what was then one of the remaining beachfront slums, down the coast from the expensive malibu area. the beach was ruled by surfers, but in the afternoon, when the waves died down, some of the surfers, or their younger brothers, fooled around on skateboards. one day, skip engblom, the shop owner, comes up with a key breakthrough, polyurethane wheels: "they grip." with the additional traction, the z-boys try skating the sides of the big, open drainage canal that runs through the area. then comes a brainstorm: because of a drought, the area's swimming pools were drained. the kids started "borrowing" pools when the owners weren't home, to skate the curved sides.” where did “the lords of dogtown” originally practice their tricks? a. the beach c. an open drainage canal b. empty pools d. none of these