Can someone give me a review on this Austin M
I named a poem after you

Thought it would help the healing

Start the stopping

Of all the pain I feel

Its been three years, maybe four

I'm so full of regret, nostalgia, agony

But you've blocked me out and moved on from

All the things you did to me

All the things I did to you

I guess I'm stuck

I blame myself for what I should have said

Would have done

Could have been...better

No words could bring you back into my life

No gestures could overcome the chasm I crafted

No pleading would open your heart to me

No sacrifice can undo my mistakes

I'm hopeful we could reconnect someday

I have no reason to hope

I think it keeps me sane

Helps me cope with the errors I made as a teenager

I threw you away, didn't I?

I run the words "I'm sorry" over my lips

Across the folds of my brain and to my fingers

There's so much depth to those words for me

Yet if they ever reached you they'd never be enough

The more time that passes the more I miss you

I could have saved our friendship years ago

But now you're truly gone

If I tried to contact you I'd be a stalker

Creepy, restraining order worthy

You'd block me immediately anyway

My words will never reach you.