I apologize to you for being not only selfish but a terrible best friend/girl- friend/ anything u put me under but i apologize for fu cking up ur life bc i couldn't take responsibility for my own actions and consequences i hope you can forgive me or can at least give me another chance if possibleI'm sorry you had to witness me at my worst and best when i didn't even deserve itit literally took me to get into a car crash to realize how close life and death arebecause we almost fell off a bridge i never thought that would change me into a whole new personbut it didand it scared the fu ck out of me and i don't wanna waste my life on fu cking up not only my life but everyone elses including yours waylandand it also showed me how much i love to have you in my life girl-friend or friend or bestfriendu bring me to my bestthey say people are either in ur life as a lesson or a blessing and uu r my blessing and im blessed to live my life having u in it i hope we can start over again one last time Wayland I luv you for who you are and for what you do to people and you help themI luv you as more than a friend but i also luv you for your luv and supportone more chance is all i askplease -Maddy