what do i do if my mother treats my older and younger (im the middle child) siblings wa better than me? my mom lets my older and younger siblings get whatever they want and she doesn't hit them/pokes them like she does me. She got my sister $300 worth of stuff when she got me nothing and she got my older brother a monitor and a big desk. she aslo got my younger siblings devices when i dont even have one. i cant live like this anymore she says she wants me to feel loved but all she does is calls me a b and rude names how am i supposed to feel loved