On the day when I laughed hard Why is the night darker?
It keeps bringing me down
Down, down
Hmm, the words that everyone said so easily
Maybe you can hear it soon
I’ve heard enough I’ve heard enough
Of the things that I’m not~
-You never know [ Blackpink]

Have a nice day/night ahead :)​

What can you infer about how the particular events in "the memoirs of the conquistador bernal del diaz de castillo" still affected the writer at the time of writing his memoir? he thinks of his dead crewmen with sadness and regrets that they died for nothing. he is still frustrated that one of his men accidentally kills himself by drinking too much water.  he thinks wistfully about the wealth he may have enjoyed if they had found gold in the yucatan.  he still considers indians liars.