Can you explain the meaning of the verses 2,4,9,13 (fourth homework)

he tastes the happiness experienced by the gods
whoever can with you
stand and look at you who can taste the sweetness of your voice
the one who can touch the magic of your laughter
but i know that laugh
it melts my heart in me aah!
me, do you know if i see you was it so short a second
suddenly then on my lips
expires without force my joy
my tongue and like broken
and suddenly in the heart of my flesh
an invisible fire to slide my eyes no longer see anything clear
in my ear a noise to buzz
i'm sweating with sweat my whole body started to tremble
i'm getting greener than the grass
and almost nothing is missing yet
to feel like a dead woman

it sounds like this person is going through a breakup? Either that or is in pain that her crush/ex lover is with another person. the person says, "the one who can touch the magic of your laughter but I know that laugh"

saying, the one who can touch the magic of your laughter, so would that mean that they used to be together, or the person is crushing on them, and is now the new one to touch her ex lover's/crush's laughter. But then she says she is the one who knows the laughter. So that makes me think that she might be his ex.

I think it must have been a breakup since it also states, "suddenly then on my lips, expires without force my joy, my tongue and like broken, and suddenly in the heart of my flesh, an invisible fire to slide my eyes no longer see anything clear". So she was happy but then in a split second was torn through pain. So pain from a breakup or being rejected? I think it is heartbreak.

Hope this helps tho!