If i'm searching for a girl to love me, what would be the most healthy way of doing it?

The healthiest way to do this is by going out and socializing so you will meet new people and meet a girl who loves you.

Explanation:

The reality is cruel. And it's not just for you, see? Having a serious relationship today is really very difficult, especially given the ease of having relationships that last only one night.

Even with the difficulty, the vast majority of women are dreamy and want to live unforgettable moments with their ideal partner. You may be this partner, but first you have to meet the girl.

The best way to do this is by going out and socializing, plus you can't pretend to be who you aren't, be honest with the girls you meet, be kind and not abusive. At some point you will find the girl who will love you.

i can't answer your question in very sad situation.

but if your situation is very bad, then you can find happiness by thinking about your past that has full of happiness.

or you should do meditation for some time to get rid off from that bad situation.