How is y’all’s day? Hope it’s good. My day has been okay, I’ve just been doing a lot of thinking today and yesterday. I’m deciding whether I should have friends knowing that I’m going to lose them, like every time, or have no friends and not bring any more loss to my life. I’m also deciding that since my mom got a call from her old boss, he offered her a job and it’s a job where she gets to travel a lot and it all expenses paid and if I stayed home then I wouldn’t be able to get really good grades, for some reason online school has been hard for me, I’m overloaded with work, I get distracted by things and people in my house, and I can’t even talk to the teachers asking for help because they are so focused on the in person kids more than the online kids, but if I go to school, I wouldn’t be able to travel with my mom on her new job, I’d have to wear an annoying mask, wake up earlier to get in the bus, and worry about what I have to wear because I can’t just wear whatever is comfortable, I have to look decent because it’s school people! (I’m actually going to be doing more of these it’s just when I have something on my mind and need to let it out)