LIKE SARA QUIN SAID "I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on in your head when you don't even understand it yourself. " I DONT DO WORK CAUSE IT DOENST MATTER ANYWAY IT ALL GO DOWN THE DRAIN. I TRY TO STUDY HARD FOR TESTS. STILL FAILED IT. IM A F8CKING FAILURE. 17 AND CANT GET A PERMIT. TOO LAZY NOT FOCUSING RIGHT LIKE I SHOULD. MIGHT AS WELL END CAUSE THINGS WONT GET BETTER FOR ME IM A F8CK UP PERSON AND I KKNOW IT. PLEASURE PLEASURE THATS ALL IT IS! I KNOW GOD CANT WAIT TO DESTROY ME. IVE BEEN A STUPID WOTHLESS FOOLISH BAD PERSON!