HELLO! how are you doing today? i hope good. If you are not then just know it will get better. Just.. you know what helps me if you just relax and listen to music. Something relaxing. I like listening to lofi music when trying to relax or you could listen to your bad B songs to hype you up... Just know i love you and alot of others do. Keep pushing you can do this And if you are seeing this it is a sign to keep pushing and accomplish that goal you have been wanting to you can do it i believe in you. <3 I love you