All might life, I've never been satisficed. I'm depressed mentally, but I don't show it in my body language. Every since yesterday, I've decided to drink this frozen alcohol my parents keep in their freezer. I poke a tiny whole in the pouch, and drink. Yesterday I took to sips, about 15% of an ounce. I thought I was crazy, but I think I am anyway since I think about murdering family... Today I drunk 10% of alcohol. I only do this when I'm stressed. How do I stop? I'm only 13... (Will give