I been holding alot of feelings for awhile now so its kinda hard to really let anyone know bcs im scared of hurting them i end up saying the wrong sh. it at the wrong time *she would tear up* i been fighting my own emotions alone bcs i dont want anyone to help me because im scared of losing them*wipes my tears as they dripped from chin* i shut people out because i dont want anyone to see the true colors of me... i push my needs to the side bcs i tell myself there is no one to help u...