Does anyone else feel like they shouldnt be here and there just a disappointment?

I don’t even need to know you to tell you that you aren’t a disappointment.
And if your not supposed to be here, and there’s no reason for your existence, find one. Find a reason for it, don’t let what anyone else tells you is right or wrong define how you want to live.
On a more serious note, I feel the exact same way as you do.. I get told that I’m a disappointment quite alot by my family. All that to say, your not alone. I wish I could give you better advice, but all I can do is hope things improve for you. And hey, if you ever need it, you can talk to me

Drop out early hard to juggle both

Eating right and exercising daily