What does the one mean?...when your called girl and told I love you but they didn't mean it...when you feel unloved and unlovablebut if the world was ending you'd love me right...nothats, not the one... I hurt and that's not ok...I want to hate u but I cant...I love you too muchrejected so much...don't even know what love meansso much about rejection...no words for love...
It's the feeling of rejection and loneliness... The feeling when you know someone doesn't love you as you love them...when you want them to...but deep down...you know they won't...
I want to know how to live without you...but I can't...you've already changed my life...changing lives is not that easy but you mean that much to me...that's who you are...but you won't ever know that...you cant...cause of her...you tell me I'm beautiful but I don't feel that way...do I want to...yes...but I dont...then you go and say the same to her...
the one...why do I try when I know what's gonna happen rejection after rejection until I'm broken down into shattered glass... that's not the one...I should be the only one you see...I should be the one...

sorry I keep reposting this just trying to get all the emotions out