I've been thinking alot lately after the car incident and i wanna know WHY

Why did amya and glitch befriend me?
Why did Mark fall in love with me?
Why am i still alive?
Why do i have friends?
Why do i live like this?
Why do i punch holes in my walls to release pain if its only causing more?
Why did i get in a car accident?
Why did i wake up?
Why did my siblings get hurt?
Why do i get abused?
Why do i get ra. ped by my own dad?
Why does my mom hate me?
Why do people hate me?
Why do i hav anxeity
Why do i have seperation anxiety disorder?
Why do i live like this?
Why did my siblings get hurt cause of me?
Why am i awake?
Why dont i sleep and never wake up?
Why do i cry in a dark room all day?
Why o i hide things?
Why dont i open up to people?
Why do i feel this way?
Why do i get heartbroken?
WHY Does This Happen To Me?

Design an er diagram for keeping track of information about votes taken in the u.s. house of representatives during the current two-year congressional session. the database needs to keep track of each u.s. state's name (e.g., texas', new york', california') and include the region of the state (whose domain is {northeast', midwest', southeast', southwest', west'}). each congress person in the house of representatives is described by his or her name, plus the district represented, the start date when the congressperson was first elected, and the political party to which he or she belongs (whose domain is {republican', democrat', 'independent', other'}). the database keeps track of each bill (i.e., proposed law), including the bill name, the date of vote on the bill, whether the bill passed or failed (whose domain is {yes', no'}), and the sponsor (the congressperson(s) who sponsored - that is, proposed - the bill). the database also keeps track of how each congressperson voted on each bill (domain of vote attribute is {yes', no', abstain', absent'}). additional information: