Okay. Time to Explain A bit here. Im Okay now. Me and Him don't talk anymore, and we accepted the fact that we are only friends. Im working on my mental state. Trying to think of other things. My self esteem went down lately. I try to keep it up. But sometimes It can break. On other news. I Don't worry that much of myself and my friends. Im less suicidal than when i posted this. Im starting to try and boost up my self esteem. Because i feel like my social appearance to others is ugly and gross. I do sometimes feel ugly, but i try not to think of that. Anyways, I just wanted to clear up things. And tell everyone im fine now.