Ik this is not the right place to ask these types of questions but on ppls birthdays I won’t be able to come and that would make them feel rlly bad but this year it’s gonna be 4 years since I haven’t gone to one of her parties and she always comes to mines but now this year she having one today and I couldn’t come bc I had lots of missing work and my grade dropped in her class so I had to say home on her class and now my parents came into my room yelling and screaming at me to do my work and that I’m gonna fail my grade if I don’t pass my grade that’s why I’m on here a lot today. Now I just feel like I should just like com. mit suic. ide bc I just feel like I’m a horrible person for making my friends sad and at the same time when I grow up ion wanna be homeless so what do I do?